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Hari ni dalam sejarah: ak bwat prtama kalinya sejak bwat MSc x g skul..haha (weekends or cuti balik kg - doesn't count)..nape yea?

1. sbb lately ak ade mslh susah nk tdo..disamping kepanasan yg mkin ari mkin panas..(maybe due to habit ak yg suka tdo lwat petang and ke'heavy-an' ak brasap skrg (ble la nk brenti)..

2. sbb ak bnyk abiskn ms ak bc contoh tesis (stakat ni ak ade 4 tesis contoh!!) utk beri idea cmne ak nk tulis and susun ayat..skrg ni ak mcam dah mrapu2 tulis..

3. sbb ak borak ngn slh sorg ahli The Crow tgh mlm smlm (Zarif, yg dah selamat trbang ke France).

ckap psal Zarif, ak sgt brbangga ngn dia sbb dia dah smp ke tahap yg tinggi (Zarif bwat attachment kt University Henry Point Carre). Sbnrnye, ak dlm hati kecil agak jeles ngn dia (haha) sbb dpt g sn utk siapkn research dia. Dah msuk 3 org member ak yg g bwat attachment kt oversea dlm pelbagai bidang. Ak trtanya2 jgk bilalah ak dpt mrasai pluang yg sm..tp Zarif ckap ngn ak, my time would come and it will be much better..Dgr dia ckap cm2, trubat sket rs jeles ak tu..Mmg dlm angan2 ak, ak nk pursue PhD kt oversea..cuma ak xtau ble and kt mn..haih..tp sket sbnyk prasaan ni bwat ak lg smangat nk abiskn tesis ak n truskan pengajian ke peringkat yg lbh tggi n ke tmpt yg jauh dr cni..

dl ms matrik, ak ade prasaan yg sm jgk..nk dpt 4 flat pastu nk bwat medic kt oversea..tp mngkin dah takdir, sekuat usaha ak dl stdy (smp 14 jm stdy non-stop), ak xdpt 4 flat and secara xlangsung minat ak ke medic dah pudar..tp ak tetap gembira dgn keputusan ak ke Kimia sbb ak mmg sk subjek kimia..

mungkin ape yg ak perlukan ms genting ni (utk siapkan tesis) adalah keazaman..ak mst cpat2 abiskn tesis n kawin n keje kejap (utk kumpul duit) before ak pursue PhD (selagi tgh membara)..


p/s: napelah tulis chapter 3 ni bnyk dugaan??? brserabut kepala ak nk menulisnye..